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"He’s a Tramp, But I Love Him - Part 3"
Title: He's a Tramp, But I Love Him P3 or The Last Temptation of Mike
Pairing: Mike/Micky,
some Mike/Davy
Rating: NC-17
Author: HMC
“Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. I wish I could think of
more creative curses.” Mike thought to himself. Why didn’t he just lie? Why didn’t
he just insist that it was all part of Micky’s imagination? Why didn’t he just make
up some excuse as to why he got so close to Davy?
Because he couldn’t lie to Micky.
He just couldn’t bring himself to look into Micky’s beautiful almond eyes and lie.
He cared about Micky. It wasn’t just the sex.... the incredibly good sex. In fact,
Mike couldn’t really tell where the friendship ended and the affair began. It all
seemed to add up to the fact that he was in love. He loved Micky as a friend and
a lover.
But now it looked like it would end. Micky had distanced himself from Mike
for the past week. He rarely wanted to talk, rarely hung around when he and Mike
were alone, and forget about any sort of romantic rendezvous. And all because Mike
had let himself get careless.
But he missed Micky. Oh, God how he missed Micky. He
thought of those irresistible curls that just begged to be touched. Micky’s hair
always smelled of shampoo, some sweet herbal shampoo that acted as an aphrodisiac.
He also thought about Micky’s eyes. There was something special about those eyes.
Mike could always tell when Micky wanted him because his eyes were a dead giveaway.
Whenever Micky felt romantic.... or just horny, his eyes would darken from brown
to black, and would mist over slightly. He called it ‘Micky’s Hot and Humid’ look.
And his lips.... ooh.... Of all the things he loved about Micky, his lips were the
one thing that could come anywhere remotely near shattering his iron self-control.
But throw Davy into the mix and everything got more complicated. The first time he
had even thought about Davy that way was on the beach no more than two weeks before
the incident at the theatre. Mike rarely went swimming, but it was blistering hot
that day. Davy had been out with him and initiated a friendly wrestling match when
they were about chest deep into the ocean. Mike got twisted around and found that
Davy had jumped on his back and was trying to dunk him underwater. He was distracted
by the thought that he could feel every detail of Davy’s chest and arms pressed against
him. For the rest of the day, all Mike could think about was Davy’s perfect little
body, his well-defined chest, his muscled arms and legs, those pouting lips, and
what lay under those impossibly tight swim trunks.
Now Mike sat strumming his guitar
and feeling miserable. ‘Should I apologize to Micky? See what’s going on with Davy?
Should I just let the whole thing blow over? Christ, I need a drink.’
Davy felt guilty.
The tension between Micky and Mike had reached an all time high and he knew it was
his fault. He resented the fact that Mike thought he was totally clueless, and didn’t
know genuine concern from a come-on. But in a way he was thankful, because he didn’t
feel he was truly ready for some awkward confrontation. The more Mike thought he
was clueless, the more time it bought him to think. And anyway, any kind of confrontation
would result in his roommates realizing he swung both ways, and he wasn’t entirely
comfortable with that yet. He had already pushed his luck being so helpful to Peter
about homosexuality. It was an out of character thing to do, but he wanted to help
Peter understand. The more he understood now, the easier it would be if or when Davy
ever revealed his secret.
And now there was this new thing with Mike. A month ago,
the thought of Mike blushing seemed inconceivable. Cut to recently, and Mike blushed
every time Davy got close. It happened so often, that Davy had taken to seeing just
how big a reaction he could get out of Mike by doing seemingly innocent tasks around
the house. The best he’d gotten so far was when he came downstairs in only his boxer
shorts, which he rarely ever did. It was before Mike had begun seeing Micky. The
first thing he noticed was that Mike was watching out of the corner of his eye. Davy’s
next move was to complain of a stiff neck and innocently ask Mike to give him a light
massage.
“Ah, I’m not.... really good at that stuff, Davy.” Mike hesitated, backing
up.
Davy gave him his best Bambi Eyes and moaned pitifully from the table. “Please?
I’m dying here!”
Under much protest, Mike moved behind him as Davy laid his head down
on the table. Davy knew this was supposed to be his game, but as soon as Mike’s strong
fingers made contact with his neck, he had to remind himself to keep a cool front
up, lest Mike figure out what was going on. Mike turned out to be better than he
gave himself credit for, moving his fingertips in firm, slow circles on Davy’s back
and neck bones. Davy sighed, letting his eyelids droop involuntarily. As soon as
he let out a small moan of pleasure, Mike coughed and excused himself, saying he
had to go make a phone call, but instead disappearing into his room as hastily as
possible. Davy mentally patted himself on the back.
But then some weeks later, Micky
and Mike were going together, and that was the end of Davy’s games. And what really
burned his ass was the knowledge that Mike still had a crush on him, even though
he was going with Micky. He didn’t want Mike to be taken any more than he wanted
Micky to get hurt.
But now that they had supposedly split, Mike was acting like a
fucking lunatic around the house. He didn’t know what to do with himself when he
was around either Micky or Davy. “Bloody mind games....” Davy mumbled. Why did Mike
have to be such a bastard? One little fight with Micky and he just gives up. The
only thing he really wanted was for Mike and Micky to be happy. Despite rumors, Davy
was not one to ruin relationships. He knew that Mike was never in a better mood then
when he was with Micky.
So he just went to sleep that night, promising himself that
he would get those two back together, and not let anything keep his friends from
happiness.
Davy awoke late that night to a crashing sound coming from downstairs.
His eyes quickly inspected the room. He squinted at his clock. Two a.m. Blond hair
stuck out from under the paisley comforter on the bed across the room. Peter was
asleep. And from the snoring sound that was finding its way through walls, Davy could
tell that Micky was asleep in the next room.
“Aw hell, Mike’s back.” Davy whispered,
grabbing his robe to protect his boxers-clad body from the chilly night air. He shuffled
to the bedroom door, uttering colorful expressions about being dragged from his bed
so early in the morning.
He stood at the top of the stairs and frowned at Mike clumsily
gathering up broken pieces of a ceramic statue that Micky had bought at a thrift
store three months ago. Mike’s hair was mussed, his clothes were disheveled, and
Davy didn’t need anybody to tell him that the Texan probably reeked of alcohol.
“Mike!”
Davy half-whispered, half-yelled. “What the hell’s the matter with you? You trying
to give me a heart attack?” He moved down the steps while Mike stared blankly. “Honestly,
you shouldn’t--- oh God,” Davy caught the sickeningly strong odor of Southern Comfort.
“You’re pissed out of your mind, aren’t you? Well, here’s to that statue and your
upcoming hangover. C’mon, you’re going upstairs.”
Mike suddenly shook his head, and
his expression changed as if he just realized whom he was talking to. “Davy, I’m
so glad taste you!” Mike said.... happily? Since when, was Mike enthusiastic about
anything since his breakup with Micky? “I gotta talk to you, man, it’s real important.”
He slurred, smiling just a little bit.
“Tomorrow Mike, it’s too early and you’re pissed.”
“I’m
not mad!”
“Drunk, Mike, you’re drunk.” Davy couldn’t help chuckle a little. Mike made
such an ass of himself when he was shit-faced.
“Davy, c’mon, man. I’m not as think
as you drunk I am.” He laid a hand on Davy’s shoulder and stumbled a little bit,
losing his balance. Davy grabbed his arm and unceremoniously dumped him on the couch.
He looked awkward; his unusually long and thin body was disheveled and mussed, as
he lay sprawled out on the couch. Mike giggled, and calmed a bit, looking up at Davy
with slightly glazed over eyes. “Are you angry at me?” He asked; his face wore an
expression of pure innocence.
Davy sighed and sat down next to Mike on the couch,
leaning forward to rest his elbows on his knees and look straightforward. “To be
honest.... yes. A little.”
“Why?”
“Because you obviously hurt Micky’s feelings and
you won’t do anything about it.”
“Micky hates me. He doesn’t trust me anymore....
all because I’m fixed on you....” Mike whispered, looking at the ground.
God damn
it, Davy thought to himself. He likes me.... but he loves Micky. He didn’t know what
to say, and still didn’t even when Mike inched forward and laid a hand on Davy’s
cheek. He flinched, but couldn’t bring himself to pull away.
“I just can’t help it,
Dave. Sometimes you’re like a brother to me, but other times I don’t know what keeps
me from kissin’ you. You hate me now?” He was closer now.
Davy could smell Mike’s
hair, his clothes, and his breath....
“No, Mike. I don’t hate you. I could never hate
you. There’s no point in lying about it, I sometimes feel the same way about you,
but....” He stopped when Mike initiated a deep kiss, leaning so far over that he
was pushing Davy downwards onto the couch. Davy was so unsure of himself that he
complied with Mike’s insistent downward motion. The first thing Davy noticed was
that Mike seemed to sober up as soon as things started to heat up. There was no awkwardness
about him anymore; in fact, he seemed to be focusing intently on what he was doing.
Mike
buried himself in the emotions ripping through him, thanks partly to the alcohol
in his system. He physically reacted as he felt the movements of Davy’s firm little
body under him. He was aching for a release, for someone to be with who would love
him back. When Davy tried to deepen the kiss, Mike broke off for half an instant,
putting himself in control again. He ran his fingers through Davy’s luscious brown
hair, feeling a slight pang of guilt when he wished he could run his hands through
Micky’s curls. He dismissed the feeling and covered Davy’s mouth with his own.
Davy
inwardly groaned that Mike wouldn’t let him initiate anything. He made another attempt
at control by moving his head to the side to plant light kisses and gentle bites
on Mike’s neck. Mike’s immediate response was to put one of his hands on the back
of Davy’s head, sort of directing him along. It also served to hold him still. It
took Davy a couple moments to realize that he had once again been foiled. His thoughts
immediately reverted back to something Micky had said to him once. ‘Mike is such
a control freak. Even with me....’
Suddenly, Davy thought of Micky’s smiling face.
He thought of how Micky had looked when he and Mike were together. And he just couldn’t
continue. He gathered all of his strength to push Mike up and away from him, as he
squirmed to get away.
Mike noticed he was being pushed away. ‘Damn it, not again.’
He thought to himself, remembering that fateful afternoon when Micky had done the
exact same thing.
Davy paused to catch his breath, and stumbled a bit when he realized
his bathrobe had come open. As he re-tied it he wondered how that had happened without
him knowing. Damn, Mike was good. He regarded Mike, who looked lost, like he didn’t
know what he wanted to do.
“God....” Mike mumbled, actual tears springing to his
eyes. “I miss him, Davy. I don’t know how to fix this.”
“Let him fix it, then. You
just don’t know how to let others take control, Mike. It pisses me off, and I’ve
only been with you for two minutes. I mean, now I understand what Micky was talking
about. You ARE a control freak. Especially when it comes to sex and it’s driving
him crazy!”
“Davy, I’ve heard all this before.”
“Oh, cut the shit, Mike. You weren’t
really listening, were you?” Mike had nothing to say for once.
“C’mon Mike. You practically
gave him a lecture on do’s and don’ts in public. That really sucks.” Davy sat down
next to Mike and patted him on the back. “Wait here.” Davy got up and climbed the
stairs, disappearing into Micky’s room. A few minutes later, he emerged and made
a beeline for his own room, disappearing and not coming back.
Then Micky stepped out
of his room, hugging his comforter around his shoulders, questioning Mike with a
tired gaze.
Mike stood up, making eye contact and never breaking it. “I’m sorry. I’m
so sorry.” He said, softly, waiting for Micky’s reaction. When he didn’t get one,
Mike knew he had to say more, or he would never get Micky back. “I love you Mick.
I wanna be with you.” He forced the sentences out, knowing it was what Micky needed
to hear. “I don’t want to control you, I just didn’t want you to get away from me.
I won’t control you and order you around. None of that....”
Micky looked at him expectantly.
“Oh,
and there’s nothing going on with Davy and me.... He set me straight. Well, not really
straight, I mean, straight like.... Ah shit.” He kicked the couch, frustrated that
a turning point in his life was marred by his uncanny ability to fuck up sentences.
Micky
descended the stairs and threw his arms around Mike’s neck, enveloping them both
in the blanket. Mike wrapped his arms around Micky’s waist, relishing in the sensation
of Micky’s body pressed against his. “I love you....” Mike murmured, inhaling the
sweet scent of Micky’s curls.
Micky pulled back slightly to look Mike in the eye.
‘Oh,
sweet Jesus....’ Mike thought to himself. ‘The Hot and Humid Look’.
How they had gotten
back up to their room, Mike had no idea. He was in a haze of emotions that he couldn’t
make sense of. All he knew was that Micky had taken over, and he could do nothing
to get control back. Micky had him by his shirt collar, covering his face and neck
with little kisses that set his nerve endings on fire. Mike kissed him back; making
sure his hands didn’t grip Micky too tightly, or direct him along. If Micky wanted
his freedom, Micky would get freedom. There was no way Mike was going to let himself
fuck this one up.
The fact that Mike was holding back gave Micky the green light.
He knew that he had control over sex for the first time in his relationship with
Mike, save for that one morning at the theatre. But that had been different. This
time, Mike was actually giving him control. The thought was definitely going to his
head. He subtly but quickly pushed Mike back until the taller man fell backwards
onto his bed.
Mike lifted his head off his bed to look into the slightly amused face
that Micky wore. “Careful now,” Mike murmured. “I don’t want you to get too good
at this.”
At that, Micky just grinned openly. “Oh it’s too late for that.” He purred,
crawling to where he was right above Mike’s prone form. Micky held Mike’s arms where
they were and kissed down one of Mike’s sideburns to his ear. “Whether you like it
or not, I know what turns you on, I know what drives you crazy, I know which buttons
to push, I know what puts you over the edge.” As he spoke, Micky stealthily reached
for Mike’s shirt buttons, pulling the shirt off in a matter of seconds. He had Mike
under his spell.
Micky took the shirt, and directed Mike’s hands up towards the headboard.
Using the sleeves, he tied Mike’s hands together and used the torso of the shirt
to secure him to the bedposts.
“The one thing I don’t know,” Micky continued, “is
how much you love me.” Micky moved down slightly and took one of Mike’s nipples into
his mouth. Mike gasped at the sudden burst of pleasure that formed in his chest and
plunged straight down to his crotch. Micky rapidly licked at the tip with his tongue
and slowly moved to give the same attention to the other nipple as Mike squirmed
beneath him.
Mike wondered how something so simple could be so erotic. At that very
moment, it felt like his chest was the most sensitive area on his body. But then
Micky’s thigh would rub up against his crotch, and that changed his mind immediately.
“Oh Micky....” The words forced their way out in the form of a breathy whisper.
But
suddenly, the sensations had stopped. Mike forced his eyes open to find that Micky
had moved to the foot of the bed, observing him with mischievous eyes. There was
a different air to him now, Micky looked stronger, more muscular than he ever had
before. His toned chest looked broad and his stomach had that washboard look to it.
His skin had felt smoother than ever before. Could it be that Mike had never actually
taken the time to truly look at Micky before?
“Mick?”
Micky casually ran his hands
up and down Mike’s legs; removing the all-too characteristic cowboy boots the Texan
habitually wore. “Tell me how much you love me,” Micky said. “I want to hear you
tell me.”
Mike understood now. Micky was going for the gold. Mike took a deep breath.
“I love you. I love you so much, I need you, and I want you.... God how I want you.”
He smiled, a lazy, lusty smile as Micky moved to the belt buckle gracing Mike’s hips.
Now Mike knew he was on the right track. “I love you so much that I’d quit the band
if that’s what you really wanted.” He held his breath, waiting for the reaction that
would get.
Micky giggled. “That was unfair, Nesmith. But it was definitely a good
one.” Micky undid the belt, pulling it from the belt loops and stirring up some untapped
pleasure within Mike’s body. Micky then hesitated slightly. “Keep going.”
“I love
you so much, you can forget about any rules I gave you about being out in public.”
Mike knew that that would rack up some serious points.
Micky exhaled deeply. “That’s
more like it.” He undid Mike’s jeans, pulling them down around his hips. His hand
brushed against the erection that was waiting for him under Mike’s briefs, and he
smiled when Mike pulled against his restraints suddenly. “You’re awfully close, Michael.
Think, now.”
Mike breathed hard. His body was begging him for release and he just
couldn’t comply until he had Micky. A bead of sweat ran down his forehead, as his
body temperature seemed to steadily rise. “I love you so much that I forgive you
for this little stunt.”
Mike’s mind immediately cursed him out. ‘You stupid fucking
bastard! What the hell was that?’
He almost panicked when Micky’s hands moved away
from his groin. He forced his eyes open to look into Micky’s mock-saddened eyes.
“Wrong answer, Nesmith.”
Mike felt like he wanted to cry. His head fell back against
the pillow, and his chest heaved from the strain of keeping his body in check. He
knew he had one more chance to redeem himself. “Micky. I love you so much, that I
apologize for that stupid ass comment I just made.” His voice shook a bit, but he
forced out the sentence. “Forgive me?”
Micky seemed to be thinking it over.
“Please....”
Mike groaned.
Micky smiled and leaned in close, so close that they seemed to be breathing
each other’s air. He looked straight into Mike’s eyes, covering him with his body,
and breathing the words, “All I wanted was a little begging.”
Mike hardly had time
to raise an eyebrow before Micky assaulted him with kisses. While Mike was relishing
in the fact that Micky’s luscious mouth was all over him, Micky ran his hands up
the sensitive skin of Mike’s arms, up to the headboard, where he twined his fingers
with Mike’s, but only for a short period of time before he finished the job of relieving
Mike of his pants.
Mike exhaled sharply when the confinement of his jeans was gone.
He was so aroused he was having trouble breathing, let alone keeping his eyes open.
He didn’t feel there was much he could do anyway, seeing as how his hands were tied.
His thoughts were whirling by now. The feeling of being helpless, completely under
someone else’s control; it was so mind-blowing. Mike found himself nervous and excited
at the same time. He wasn’t expected to give back anything. It was a new concept;
to be pleasured by someone else and not be obligated to return the effort. Even though
it was new to him, Mike found it was a small price to pay to have Micky back.
Micky
kissed his way down Mike’s chest, taking time to taste every inch of his hot skin.
He could feel the insistent bulge in Mike’s underwear, begging to be released, but
Micky wanted to wait just a little longer. It was too fun watching and feeling Mike
squirm.
Micky finally slid the tips of his fingers under the waistband of Mike’s
briefs, caressing the soft expanse of skin. Mike shuddered, unintentionally lifting
his hips ever so slightly in a desperate attempt at more contact.
Micky smiled, and
in one fluid motion, Mike was naked, and Micky got to work. He carefully gripped
Mike’s erection with one hand and licked the tip lightly, which forced a heavy sigh
from Mike. This was all new to Micky, he’d never been allowed to do this before,
but it was almost instinct. Micky moved his hand up and down Mike’s shaft, while
simultaneously using his mouth to bring him to the edge.
Mike tried not to thrust
too much, the last thing he wanted to do was make Micky feel uncomfortable. But as
he got closer and closer to that peak of ecstasy, his iron self control began to
melt away. A sort of tingling feeling filled his entire body, and he found himself
crying out. It was somewhat quiet, because in the back of his mind he knew his roommates
were trying to sleep next door, but it had definitely happened. He had never just
spontaneously cried out before, but he had never been the submissive in terms of
sex, and he found his vulnerability to be surprisingly erotic. He moaned almost uncontrollably
now, as Micky’s attentions brought his passion to its peak.
Micky could sense that
Mike was getting close now. He released Mike from his mouth so he could lie flat
on top of him. Mike peeled his eyes open to focus on Micky’s deep brown eyes, misted
over slightly, staring him right in the face. Micky’s eyelids drooped seductively;
they seemed to see right through Mike’s soul.
Micky wrapped his arms around Mike’s
chest and began to move his hips up and down, side to side. His erection was rubbing
firmly and slowly against Mike’s, and they both began breathing hard again. This
position reminded Mike of making love to a woman, but it had never been this good
before.
Micky ground himself against Mike harder, but began to miss the feeling of
Mike’s hands on him. He reached above Mike’s head and pulled one of his hands free.
Mike realized he could move one arm and wrapped it around Micky’s shoulders, pulling
the drummer’s body even closer as the tempo increased. Mike found himself burying
his face in the shampoo-scented curls in front of him. Their bodies moved as one,
as Mike came with a dramatic moan that filled the room and set Micky off. He followed
only seconds later.
Their bodies had seemed to fuse together, thanks to both sweat
and other bodily fluids. Micky laid his head on Mike’s shoulder, trying to catch
his breath. Mike also breathed hard, stuck in the shockwaves zipping through his
body. He stared at the ceiling, mouth agape, and kept his arm securely wrapped around
Micky’s shoulders. Both seemed content to never move again, they wanted to just lie
there forever, molded to each other’s bodies, breathing each other’s air.